my life

ummm

misunderstood — Sat, 21 Jun 2008 04:54:21 +0000

Today I finally said to a friend something about me not eating she reacted the total opposite that I thought that my frined would react she was understanding and didnt even lecture or say anything about it being bad she was juust very open and did not even say any complaint or some sort of a worry. Although I know she is worried I just think she knows that I may be just going through a phase and I’m starving myself and doing things to keep my mind occupied. Because life right now for me I’m going through some hard times and she just thinks that I’m using this as a distraction to keep me sane.

Lies

misunderstood — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 19:59:25 +0000

I’m a very good lier at times usually whenever I go somewhere well first of all I starve myself. So whenever someone asked if I’m hugry or something on the spot I always have to make up an excuse which sucks. I’m tired of lieing. But at the same time I lover doing it because at times I know I have a problem but I’m scared to come oput and ask for help. Can anyone give me some advice?

I feel

misunderstood — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 19:55:33 +0000

I feel like no one that knows me knows what I really think most people say they know me but the truth is they really don’t. For me it’s really hard to open up to someone I always try to act tough when really the thing is I don’t know where my life will be and I’m scared of what god is gonna throw at me everyday I wake up.

lately

misunderstood — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 19:49:28 +0000

So lately I haven’t been eating because I feel fat. I haven’t told anyone because I feel that I can deal with it by myself because it isn’t bad yet. I feel that I should wait until it is more apparent.

Me

misunderstood — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 19:49:13 +0000

Hi, everyone I’m sorta new to this so I’m still trying to figure out everything. But i think that this website will help me understand a little bit more what I’m going through. So if you want message me and try to get to know me because I may need some support at times.

Hello world!

misunderstood — Thu, 19 Jun 2008 15:26:23 +0000

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